| (no subject) |
[Mar. 6th, 2007|12:22 am] |
we're watching the sunrise
we're watching the birds fly
the nights have held what we hoped for
stories that sound like foke lore
the bonfires and smooth drinks
the thrills and the bathroom sinks
the girls who weren't impressed
with what we said or how we dressed
the ones that cared
sat on the roof all night and just stared
cause we're watching the sunrise
we're watching the birds fly
and the sky's red
and, for tonight, everythings been said |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 28th, 2007|11:15 pm] |
i could complain
i could let myself go insane
jealousy and uselessness
why ask for forgiveness
there is a bottle and a corkscrew
some pills and a mindless thank you
you were perfect and loving
i was a fuck up and shoving you away
so now as i sit here beggining to decay
you still have the nerve to walk up and say hey
and how do i convey
that i love you through all your faults
but sometimes it feels like i'm under assult
so for now i'll just drop my head back and let the world pass |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 9th, 2007|11:58 pm] |
it's always been my way
i've always done what i say
i can never make up my mind but hey
that's just my way
i start to run
when did it come undone
living's becoming less fun
i'm dying from my own gun
am i doing anything right
i seem to just recite
the same fights
every night
why do i have to chose
i want to refuse
remain helplessly confused
but your words are starting to bruise
pour me a drink
i'm gonna be intoxicant
let me escape and think
and let my life continue to sink |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 1st, 2007|01:45 am] |
drinks
help me think
pills
bring silent thrills
trust
has always been a bust
insecurity
left me a mask of maturity
you
were true always knew
i
messed up and begin to die |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 1st, 2007|01:36 am] |
when everyone cared
we were happy and all there
few were the fights
and many were the nights
we slept in each others arms
and there were never any alarms
but now that it's gone
i'm waking to a dark dawn
pain in my eyes
crying all night, time flies
seeing you screams for love inside
but my mind yells to leave it behind
a new guy will be there soon
your beautiful will be in your ear soon
jealousy will be with me soon
prehaps i can end my life soon |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 1st, 2007|01:31 am] |
the pill in my fingers slips
it fell smoothly between my lips
i swallowed
and in my own hate i wallowed
the pain slowly drifts away
numbness in my fingers, i won't make it today
the liquor in my system fogs my brain
i remember calling and no one came
as i collapse i feel the blood from my head
'i'll be there for you'she had said
everyone else begged her to walk away
and i collapsed with my guilty pain
a thought in my brain
passes through my rotted head
i wasn't there for her when i said
it was my fault
but now that my blood has bleed
a stone will mark where i lay my head
and visitors will walk on by
and no one will stop
i'm not worth the time |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 1st, 2007|12:47 am] |
crying tonight
the rose petals drift as i write
tears create a haze
and through it i see your gaze
wondering how i can cry
when i'm not the one hurting inside
i did what i wanted
and you stood by me undaunted
so to walk away left me ashamed
and knowing only i can be blamed
my emotions have got the best of me
and i push you away with a whimpered plea
well here's my fine
being stupid and having no spine |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 1st, 2007|12:36 am] |
she's crying as i slide
my minds a mess i can never decide
i wanted to say i'm sorry so bad
the words got jumbled and we just got mad
fights always rage under midnight skies
as our feelings for each other arise
i'm wondering what to say
your hurting from the way we used to lay
i just crashed into you
could this be true
i wanted this so bad
but can i handle what we had |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 25th, 2007|02:06 pm] |
i remember the day i left
the day i came so close to never coming back
thinking no one would give me any slack
the knife in my hand, the bottles in their rack
booze and blood, pills and chills
walking along the street lights
i'm living my life by the moonlight
well is winter trying to show us a sign
the moment seems to have passed
and we continue to live in the past
i remember the day i left
the day i told you it was over
never coming back again
and now i'm confusing your friends
cause i'm asking for more time
i needed more than this
it won't stop or go away
i wanted more than this
but it can't stop or go away
i remember the day i left
my heart was ready to give
and it might hurt to live
but i remember the time i left
and don't you wish you were dead like me |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 24th, 2006|02:22 am] |
so hide it all inside
pretend that your really alive
no one knows it kills you every time
the pity in their eyes, their stupid lines
keep it quiet
keep it safe
wait for the right
time and place
Keep it all inside
just find a safe place to hide |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 24th, 2006|05:11 pm] |
i tried to be perfect
it just wasn't worth it
we never really worked at all
a one sided phone call
just let me leave now
you don't want me, i keep asking how
my love could never fill it up
a servent to fill your cup
would be better on the surface
cause i'm too imperfect |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 14th, 2006|04:20 am] |
climb the stairs to the rooftop
lay out, and watch the sun set low
head out into the night
and watch the world slow
when you think you've got it all
it's the simple things you know
that will bring you back
to the good times when it's all mellow
drive with your friends
to backyards, beachs, bonfires, and staying up till the birds crow
and sitting on that rooftop
just to watch the sun rise before you climb down |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 14th, 2006|12:22 am] |
so when i woke up with you
despite having to leave so soon
i turned and pulled you to me
our hearts are beating so fast
to bad that this won't last
we'll burn in our own flames
i may be lost and gone
and your still saying we're so strong
i know you're already moved on |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 14th, 2006|12:10 am] |
and when we all go to hell
will this be what we can tell
the stories of our lives
the backyard parties with you
the friendship that you blew
the tears and all your make up smeared
and when we all go to hell
will this be all we can tell
the tears and heartbreaks of our lives
the mornings waking with you
the rooftop nights screaming for you
defined those years of our lives
and when we all go to hell
will this be all we can tell
the best years of our lives |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 1st, 2006|11:27 pm] |
from up here the city lights burn
like angels flying up with no concern
let heaven rest here on earth
let them guide us on from birth
and let the window into our lives
the apartment buildings are a hive
as we carry on our daily lives until we retire
let the views of our lives inspire
as he sits around the fire
and sees the world alive as the angels start to fly
the night lights up and he watches them arrive
at heavens gate, ready to test their choosen fate
let the lost souls flicker up
like the candle light you let burn as you lie side by side
with angels caring for you |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|01:53 am] |
gotta take control
gotta take what i need
gotta show what i want
god i need a drink
god i just need to think
god i want to be numb
your touch is what hurts
your never being there
your broken promises bleed
gone is what you wanted
gone is what i used to be
gone is the person you knew
but the mask stays on to protect
not so that the world can't harm me
but so that i can't harm you
*weird to write but it fits - no promises were broken in the writeing of this* |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|01:48 am] |
you ask how can i help
i won't let this happen to you
your crying i know what you've felt
i won't let this happen to you
let me throw the jokes aside
i need a drink these days just to survive
you hate that word but it's how i get by
it's my life i'm destroying and i'm not taking my time
you've never seen under this facade
this mask of the season
it's a illusion
wake up |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 23rd, 2006|01:34 am] |
welcome you hear
and look around in fear
he's decending the stairs with grace
a calm knowing smile on his face
he's got the designer clothes and body
the all american cockyness, and intresting hobbies
adults smile and coy over his life
a teenager, he's living his parents life
his left hand slides down the banister
but you look at his right, it's sinister
what you see is only a harken of what is to come
a fist, an x, a middle finger, a cut are some
of what's feared by society
the opposite hand of piety
the darkness thrives on what can't be seen
the light won't touch what can't be seen
so watch the facade he puts up as he walks down
it's fake as fuck, but what makes it so profound
is the mere fact that no one cares to look inside
as long as the glassy surface is smooth and abides
by the social constraints of todays times |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 30th, 2006|05:09 pm] |
pan over the clothes on the floor
move up to the girl screaming for more
focus on the sweaty bodies as her spirits soar
zoom in on his eyes going though the motions its a bore
insert scene walking through the party floor
every head turns knowing he's a whore
can't find a girl to hold his attention any more
if you think you can please apply
he's looking for smiles and laughs and someone to watch the tide
someone to spoil and hold
until then he'll continue feeling cold
useless and thrown away
maybe one day he'll say
but he knows, no one can love him no matter what they're saying
there's always a reason so the movie keeps playing
pulling away from his eye nothing to say as they lay
zooming out the beds in disarray
roll the credits she's asleep and he has nothing to say
finally fade away |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 28th, 2006|05:56 pm] |
so what's on tonight
to fill that void
women money and sex are his choices
from one on one to three shots tonight
don't you think it's time to go with summer life |
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